I had forgotten how it feels like to sit somewhere that's facing nothing in particular and not a wall.
I've also finally taken the time to put something up on my wall and gotten a small patio set - my place is feeling not just like home, but like a refuge. I love how it makes me leave my work and all the wariness at the door. Love the way i can wedge into my couch comfortably, put my feet up and watch tv while playing fruit ninja during commercial breaks. Of all the condos i've visited, mine would be, in my own very biased opinion, the most personal and comfortable... I've somehow made it into a ultra large bedroom with a kitchen (which would explain why it feels almost weird to have people over sometimes...)
But I'm also thinking about moving on, as weird as it sounds. There are two buildings coming up that may eventually block me in where i can now see the highway and more importantly, the sun. I can see myself wanting a bit more space in a year or two - i was right, afterall, when i first were condo hunting, to say that my timeline would be 3-4 years. Hm.
So what is next. Well i just changed job and it's got its up and downs, and although there are opportunities out there right now i think it might be a little too impatient for me to change. But as always, i don't know if i'm saying that because i'm afraid to change and am getting complacent, or that i actually am starting to see the good sides of things. I know that there are things that are definitely putting me off right now, and i'm also the type of person that give things a little too many second chances.
Well, at least now i have a barstool to sit on and think about these big life decisions while sipping tea. Now, let's get this pros and cons list started!
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Oh mine... I do not want move again! Unless all my things magically move themselves into the new place, to their own spot.
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